So now what? Forward movement begins, one step at a time. GAINING CONTROL is about changing my Helter Skelter life. It's about empowering me to make changes for the better.
What I hope it isn't is a pity party of where I have been and how bad life's treated me. I haven't had a bad life even though some pretty crappy stuff has happened in my life. I am not about to sing the song "If it weren't for bad luck, I'd have no luck at all.". Not anymore. Not ever again. I am giving up that "Karma, sucks." or even that God will never give me what I can't handle. I am going to start being in control of my self and my surroundings and feeling better at what my lot in life is. It's not a Lot, but it's my life. This journey isn't going to be just be making some lemonaide with the lemons of my life. I've been doing that for 50 years and it gets you thru the day and that's all.
Being out of control has affected my life in so many negative ways. I know that being in control has to be so much better. You still with me...good. I need a friend like you.
as always,
Trish
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